meet my standard six friend ^^

tis blog actually need yo upload long time ago...

but i lazy...

haha...

u know...how i meet them???

haha,think back also feel funny...

one day,i go jusco...

i went to buy cake...i saw one group of people there...

look like very warm when see them...but cant remember....

i paid at counter...then suddenly i heard somebody call my name...

i was very strange,how come i really know them???

but y i cant remember....

i go they seat then only i saw two friends i know...

tat is shu fen and nancy...

but another,i really cant recognize...

sorry about tat...

somemore my teacher there...

SO SORRY....

but tat day we just talk a while then i back le....

because feel so pai seh....

but long time ago they also didnt call me...

i tot we just meet tat time...

but....haha...

finally we meet at fb....

we chat in one group...know them back slowly...

i feel so happy...

and warm because i didn't image before i can meet them after 9 years...

and one friend is ...USA(i think yes) now only i know...

OMG...feel so sorry about tat...

i hurt him when we r standard six...

but i really cant remember...

but still need say sorry to u la....

and we also meet up one day...feel so happy when saw them...

i yam cha with them...chat with them..and now also...

they really make me so happy...

well still not very close with them...

but i promise...

start from now...i will always remember u all...

my standard six friend ^^

i dunno how to tell u all my feel...

but is really feel touch and warm ^^

 shu fen , gilbert , jenny , carmen , thong ^^

 shu fen , jason , carmen , thong , jenny ^^

 6R group ^^

girl girl group ^^

huhuhu...

very busy....

many things to do...

many things need to plan....

but i know we can do together...

hehe,thanksss....

when i start to write blog...

means many things is happen...

is nothing,i wont write blog...

maybe i dunno how to speak out my problem....

i just wan write out here and make me happy abit...

OKIE....dun talk about the sad things...

i found out some photo when i was save my photo in my usb...

haha..is last time i go penang with san them...

i forget to upload...

OPPS....sorry....but when i saw back photo..

i feel very happy because we travel together..

we have same memories...

my dear was driving...

he tell me is he first time drive to penang...

OMG....after back only i now...

now think back is very dangerous lo....

but luckly we r save..haha..

before we go to penang...we went to hot springs....

for our safety,before one day we went to our colleague house overnight...

because she know how to go...

thanks to her...BALQIS...

but is very hot for me,whole night i cant sleep..

just see movie...

early morning,we go to hot spring and play until afternoon only we start to go penang...

we reach penang around 3pm...

but because we didn't plan before..

so like waste the time and just walk walk there only...

but i learn to eat one things at there...

tat is call 吸螺...

first time i eat...not bad...

but after i come back kl eat..

maybe he dunno how to cook...

i eat until i wan vomit le....

haha...

i'm really very enjoy when i go out with san them...

and now i start to enjoy with my bf...

here is some photo share with u all..

stay tuned to my next blog....  

now very tired le...good night...

Feeling now TT

I'm get sick..

Y will like tis??

Always like tis....

Bad things always visit me together..

Bad mood...

I need a happy life...

Tis is my goals...

Maybe tis goals is too big...

Bit I will try me best..

I cut my hair..

Celebrate birthday with him..

I lost my phone..

And buy a new phone..

I broken my car..

I meet my standard six friends...

I miss them so much now..

Well I already forget last time things...

Still got one week only end of the October..

Feel like dunno how to enjoy tis month..

So many this happen..

I think just meet back my friend is happy only...

Another all is sad d...

Wuwuwuwu....

Feel like wan cry..

How I settle all the things Ya???

I wan relax..relax.. relax..

No need think told much d relax...

I wan have a travel..

Won't let me think the sad things d...

怎么让我失望和生气？？？

我想是我的问题吧。。

我好像没资格发脾气和生气。。

尊重和信任，我好像都没有。。

真的好像是他说的那样吗？？

我第一次遇到这样的人。。

 说真的，本来面对你，我很没自信。。

但是现在，只有可怜。。

就算我男人在你面前诉苦。。那又怎样。。

他说他爱我就好了。。

我们有甜蜜，你呢？只有诉苦吗？

不是有男朋友吗？？不是说只是在气我让他知道。。

我还在意他吗？？

你几岁了？？你这些诡计。。

我中学就用过了。。

你这些不是让他知道我还在意他。。

而是让他认为你很帮他。。

然后慢慢就会喜欢上你。。

你以为做戏啊？？？

你真的是有问题的。。最后一次我不出声了。。

不要太过分。。

就算我用阴招来留着他，他也是留在我身边了。。 

你想怎样？

一开始我不会控制我自己，差一点就让你成功了。。

但是现在。。

对不起。。你输了。。

再过分，我会让你输得很难看。。

爱情不是你说几句就会被破坏的。。

你想太多了。。

不要因为她和你说了两句就以为自己了不起。。

多的是你不知道的事。。

我的固执，我的变态，是对一些人的。。

就算我不是老师，我也会明白。。

有了女朋友的男人不可以太靠近。。

更何况他女朋友对你没好感。。

这些就是我身为老师明白的东西。。

请问不是老师的你，明白什么呢？

这件事我明白不是他的问题，是你的问题。。

就算他有问题，他的问题就是不想让你太难看罢了。。

会想就好收手了。。 

他应该就是不会拒绝所以就让你有好感吧。。

真的不要想太多。。对你不好。。

如果你再不停就是我和你的战争了。。

不要以为我好欺负。。

我不是真的白痴。。

 

 

Huoi Shin is back ^^

halo halo halo ~~~

long time didnt meet u all here le ^^

actually i'm not so like to write blog ~

because when i write the blog sure is me unhappy ~~~

but so many things wan to share here ~ 

because nobody wan listen to me TT

after chinese new year until now ~ 

many things is happend ~~

i dunno is good news or bad news~~

First,my best friend ~ Ng yi rou really dun wan me le ~

wat wrong things i do ????

just because the small things , u need say me like tis ma???

ok ~ nvm ~ i will forget it ~ but if next time u miss me ~

i always ready friend with u ~

Second,i have my birthday present for myself tis year ~

well early le ~ but i really very happy because tat is i buy myself d ^^

Third, me , san , ya yee , ping , candy and all tadika desa jaya teacher is more closer than last year ~

i'm very touch because when i sad is u all acc me ~

i hope we will continued like this ~

Forth,me , san , xuan , rex istry hard for our travel ~

first time i feel we r so serious and not kidding ~

hope we can do it ~

Fifth , i meet me stabdard six friend ~ 

cant image can meet back them ~ 

and then can recognize me ~ and can call out my name ~

look at them facebook ~ all pretty and handsome ~

haha ~ miss them so much ~

Sixth , i know i overlook le some friend ~ like my dear Miki 

my darling Ting Ting , Kay Leong Emma

i try my best will acc u all more , ok???

dun forget me  please , i scare i lost my friend ~ 

Seventh , 这个我用华语写~

我怕你不明白~

对你我已经很坦白了~希望你知道我想要得是什么~

就只是很简单的东西~

我知道你最好的都留给我了~

我能感觉到~我知道你对我很好~

可是我真的才二十一岁~不要用你那二十七岁的想法来向我~

我也还是小孩子~我还有几年可以当小孩吧了~

就让我继续野蛮几年啦~

不要把我们的感情习惯了~责任了~我不喜欢~

很久没有这样坐在电脑前面了~

感觉很好~

好象还有很多东西要做~一起努力~

 

 

 

生气+失望的感觉

生气和失望的感觉到底是怎样的？

是现在这种感觉吗？

我敢说我对朋友不错~

对他也不错~是很好那个~

为什么她要给我看那种样子？

我做错了什么？真的要小气到那样吗？

认识那么久了~六年朋友了~

还不了解我吗？

你让我对友情改观了~友情原来是那么儿戏的~

听人说朋友才是一辈子的~男朋友不是~

我相信了~结果呢？

你知不知道~我说过要娶我的人都要问过你的？

你有多重要~你知道吗？

为什么你一定要把在我心里很重要的东西给毁掉呢？

我把你们看得多重要~你们到底懂不懂？

你让我现在不再那么地相信朋友~

你让我不再那么容易的被靠近~

我可以怪你吗？还是怪我自己？

也许我不是那么的好亲近~

也许我说话大声了点~

也许我太自以为是了~

也许我太自大了~

我只是不想给人打败~

我不想输给别人~

我更不想让你们看到我的另一面～

我培养很久的信心给你一下就破坏掉了～

我不想掉眼泪～

更想做到什么都无所谓～

但是我做不到～

你这样打败我～只会让我觉得我的世界真的什么都没有了～

我需要多少的朋友～多少的安全感才觉得够～

你知道吗？

不要让我崩溃了～

我真的不想这样了～

每天去到学校就这样～你不累～

我累～这不是我做人的风格～

我不喜欢这样～

要就一起～不要～我全部可以给你～

不要把朋友之间搞到好像有很多帮派～

我不会在你们面前说好听的话～有时说话还很直～

但是这就是我～我改不了～

但是你们有事～我有那次是走开的～

只要你肯把心交给我～我也会把我的心交给你的～

只是我需要多点时间～

多点时间就好了～

我不想让你们觉得和我有距离感～

我也只是一个普通女生～

真的不是你们想得那么坚强～

把心里的那根刺拔掉有那么难吗？

我也想有一天可以躲在你们的背后什么都不想～

有时候我会自然的躲避你们～但是不要在意～

这样的我才是自然的～

有时候我只是想静静一个人～

没有特别原因～

　

On Chinese New Year ^^

for tis year chinese new year ~ many place i'm going ~

haha ~ very enjoy and hapy in tis new year ^^

first , meet my family member ~ 

so close with them ~ very enjoy at there ~ 

but got little bit boring lar ~

my cutie cousin

 my pretty sister ^^

my lovely cousin ^^


all these we meet at grandma house ^^


tat times really so happy ^^

tis is take at my home ~ she r so cute ~

second , we had our movie whole day ~


" ah beng " " the viral factor "


see two movie in 1 day ~ so tired lo ~


hehe ~ but very enjoy with them ^^

u all is my sister also ^^

third , we go genting also becaz my family go afamosa tat times ~ 

so i very free tat times ~ 

thanks to san and suan come my house overnight acc me ^^

and thanksss to driver also ^^

1st time i go in casino genting ~

she didnt check me ~ luckly ^^

but i lose the money ~

nvm lar ~ important is happy ^^

we back home ady very tired ~ not yet reach highway ~ i ady sleep in car ==

forth , we go kota damansara have our dinner and dessert ^^

so many food we eat ^^

we saw suan car here ~ hahaha ~

at the last ~ 

we cooking at san house be4 we go i-city

we r so bust tat times ~

san busy cooking ~

suan busy keep clean ~

auntie busy play computer game ~

and me busy take photo ~ haha ~

deng ~deng ~ tis is our dinner lar ^^

we go i-city ^^

but i very scare tat times caz u scare somethings happen ==

but luckly nothing ~ haha ~ is me think too much le ~

i need belive driver ^^

we play so many child games ~ 

well is child game but realy very funny and enjoy ^^

we reach home ady arr 2am ~

so late ==

and tired also ~ 

on the next day~

he fetch me go sunway pyramid

1st time i go with him ~ so less people on tat day ~ 

maybe all working le ~

we just walk walk there then have our movie ^^

realy realy last le ~ haha ~

we go " sky behind temple"

haha ~ actually i dunno name ~ so i put tis name for it ^^

tis new year i really very enjoy ~ 

hope next year also will like tis ^^

and so many angpow i get on tus year ^^

THANKSSS FOR U ALL ~ MUACKSSS ~

LOVE U ALL SO MUCH ^^

juz simple post ^^

Chinese New Year 

so fast adi chinese new year ~ old one more year ~

haha ~

for tis year ~ i really crazy shopping for chinese new year ~

caz i get boss d BIG BIG angpow ~

i go shopping with my lovely sis ~

so many things i buy ~ hahah ~ 

really verry happy caz no need think too much when i buy things ~

i buy le ~

 bag

clouth

shoes

haha ~ i know i buy too many jor ~ but really feel enjoy when shopping with u all ~

^^


24-12-2011


tis day is my lovely sister big big day 

wedding san jie


san jie is me the most lovely ~ 


i'm really can feel she is very close with  me ~ 


and i can talk anythings with her ~


now she is wedding ~ feel like wan cry ~ 


but she say we still can like last time ~ hehe ~


congratulations ~ san jie ~


love u so much ~

attend she wedding at night when 25-12-2011


i think she is the most beautiful ~


tatt gor gor ~ u muz let she feel happiness ~


if not ~ i will score u ~


26-12-2011


i have sarawak trip with my dear dear ~ miki ~


we go there for find friend ~ 

me and dear dear ^^


i'm really verry enjoy at there ~ 


sarawak friend really different between kl friend ~


they so nice ~ close with us ~


they wont think too much when with u ~ 


they really wan friend with ~


i like them so much ~

first time sit sampan ~ scary ==

both of us ^^sarawak geng ^^

both of girls ^^

when we back TT 

thanksss to driver ^^

we go back kl on 29-12-2011

4 days trip really so enjoy and verry fast  ~


thanksss for all sarawak friend plans for us ~


waste yrs time acc us ~


treat us eat crab ~ 


eat seafood at sarawak really verry cheaper ~


all the food is cheaper ~


and verry nice also ~


tis trip really let me so enjoy and forget all the bad things ~


luckly i go plkn ~ if not ~


i cannot know them ~ i will less more happy ~


and i cannot know my dear ~ miki ~


i love u all ~ muacksss ~


thanksss to annie ~ xiu li ~ hui ~ mei xiong ~ chong ~ 


and many many ~


dear ~ tis year ~ where we go ya ???


hehe ~ tomorrow we go grandma house ~ good nite la ~