生气+失望的感觉

生气和失望的感觉到底是怎样的？

是现在这种感觉吗？

我敢说我对朋友不错~

对他也不错~是很好那个~

为什么她要给我看那种样子？

我做错了什么？真的要小气到那样吗？

认识那么久了~六年朋友了~

还不了解我吗？

你让我对友情改观了~友情原来是那么儿戏的~

听人说朋友才是一辈子的~男朋友不是~

我相信了~结果呢？

你知不知道~我说过要娶我的人都要问过你的？

你有多重要~你知道吗？

为什么你一定要把在我心里很重要的东西给毁掉呢？

我把你们看得多重要~你们到底懂不懂？

你让我现在不再那么地相信朋友~

你让我不再那么容易的被靠近~

我可以怪你吗？还是怪我自己？

也许我不是那么的好亲近~

也许我说话大声了点~

也许我太自以为是了~

也许我太自大了~

我只是不想给人打败~

我不想输给别人~

我更不想让你们看到我的另一面～

我培养很久的信心给你一下就破坏掉了～

我不想掉眼泪～

更想做到什么都无所谓～

但是我做不到～

你这样打败我～只会让我觉得我的世界真的什么都没有了～

我需要多少的朋友～多少的安全感才觉得够～

你知道吗？

不要让我崩溃了～

我真的不想这样了～

每天去到学校就这样～你不累～

我累～这不是我做人的风格～

我不喜欢这样～

要就一起～不要～我全部可以给你～

不要把朋友之间搞到好像有很多帮派～

我不会在你们面前说好听的话～有时说话还很直～

但是这就是我～我改不了～

但是你们有事～我有那次是走开的～

只要你肯把心交给我～我也会把我的心交给你的～

只是我需要多点时间～

多点时间就好了～

我不想让你们觉得和我有距离感～

我也只是一个普通女生～

真的不是你们想得那么坚强～

把心里的那根刺拔掉有那么难吗？

我也想有一天可以躲在你们的背后什么都不想～

有时候我会自然的躲避你们～但是不要在意～

这样的我才是自然的～

有时候我只是想静静一个人～

没有特别原因～

　

On Chinese New Year ^^

for tis year chinese new year ~ many place i'm going ~

haha ~ very enjoy and hapy in tis new year ^^

first , meet my family member ~ 

so close with them ~ very enjoy at there ~ 

but got little bit boring lar ~

my cutie cousin

 my pretty sister ^^

my lovely cousin ^^


all these we meet at grandma house ^^


tat times really so happy ^^

tis is take at my home ~ she r so cute ~

second , we had our movie whole day ~


" ah beng " " the viral factor "


see two movie in 1 day ~ so tired lo ~


hehe ~ but very enjoy with them ^^

u all is my sister also ^^

third , we go genting also becaz my family go afamosa tat times ~ 

so i very free tat times ~ 

thanks to san and suan come my house overnight acc me ^^

and thanksss to driver also ^^

1st time i go in casino genting ~

she didnt check me ~ luckly ^^

but i lose the money ~

nvm lar ~ important is happy ^^

we back home ady very tired ~ not yet reach highway ~ i ady sleep in car ==

forth , we go kota damansara have our dinner and dessert ^^

so many food we eat ^^

we saw suan car here ~ hahaha ~

at the last ~ 

we cooking at san house be4 we go i-city

we r so bust tat times ~

san busy cooking ~

suan busy keep clean ~

auntie busy play computer game ~

and me busy take photo ~ haha ~

deng ~deng ~ tis is our dinner lar ^^

we go i-city ^^

but i very scare tat times caz u scare somethings happen ==

but luckly nothing ~ haha ~ is me think too much le ~

i need belive driver ^^

we play so many child games ~ 

well is child game but realy very funny and enjoy ^^

we reach home ady arr 2am ~

so late ==

and tired also ~ 

on the next day~

he fetch me go sunway pyramid

1st time i go with him ~ so less people on tat day ~ 

maybe all working le ~

we just walk walk there then have our movie ^^

realy realy last le ~ haha ~

we go " sky behind temple"

haha ~ actually i dunno name ~ so i put tis name for it ^^

tis new year i really very enjoy ~ 

hope next year also will like tis ^^

and so many angpow i get on tus year ^^

THANKSSS FOR U ALL ~ MUACKSSS ~

LOVE U ALL SO MUCH ^^